So like I said I was ready...but not sure for what!
I knew that I had to give myself shots, well I was told this from the nurse handling my cycle and all of my friends that had donated in the past, but wasn't really ready to do it. The first night came and shaking, I got ready to inject myself, got scared, tried again, got scared again...! Decided to wait until my husband got home and would just have him do it. Then changed my mind again, grabbed some belly fat (I'm not fat but we all have a little extra around the middle) and jammed it in. Really I have to be honest I was worked up for nothing...hurt less then a bee sting...really, honest!
So the next night came and I reminisced about the previous night with my husband and his eyes lit up, "really you were going to let me do that...awesome." Trying to get it off his mind was clearly not going to happen so I thought, what the hell, I'll let him do it! I can tell you it wasn't as smooth as my closed eye stab from the night before and actually hurt a little. Moral of the story is truly if you want something done right (and not hurt) just do it yourself!
For those of you with a needle fear this might not be the best thing for you to undertake or at least make sure you have a husband, boyfriend, close friend or family member that would love to jab you with a needle full of hormones : )
I am really enjoying your blog. I can definitely say I relate to it. I also asked my husband to give me the shot, and the pleasure he got from me asking and the smirk made me rethink it. lol. I ended up sucking it up pinching my thigh and realizing there was nothing too it. I was scared for no reason. People give themselves shots everyday. At least I can say I doing it for a great cause. :)
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